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Dec. 5th, 2008 08:31 amI get to walk to work today. Which is kind of fun. I rather enjoy walking to work. It just kills me that I leave the house at nine and don't manage to get home again until well after nine at night. I'm not sure if I will end up eating before I go or not (which I really should eat before I go). Bleh. I love working late but I hate it all at the same time.
We were trying to schedule a game of shadow run tomorrow, but now it doesn't look like it will happen, so I will bake. Baking makes me happy. Or we will go get a tree and wrap gifts. Or, well, there are so many possibilities. I recently found a house I really like and want to go look at it. But we might end up not and waiting six months before looking at houses. I don't know. I'm leaving it up to Chris. It is too hard for me to decide if we have enough money saved or not.
I wish I could better and more fairly say that I am not worried, but I'm always worried. How can we afford a child and a new house? How can we afford a house, period?
Stream of consciousness thinking. I'm not quite awake yet. I should be by the time I walk the half hour to work. Probably leave here soon to do that.
After today... I can relax for a little bit. Clean the house. Make more boxes of "I don't want these things". Life will be good. I like getting rid of clutter. Which is what is all over the house.
We were trying to schedule a game of shadow run tomorrow, but now it doesn't look like it will happen, so I will bake. Baking makes me happy. Or we will go get a tree and wrap gifts. Or, well, there are so many possibilities. I recently found a house I really like and want to go look at it. But we might end up not and waiting six months before looking at houses. I don't know. I'm leaving it up to Chris. It is too hard for me to decide if we have enough money saved or not.
I wish I could better and more fairly say that I am not worried, but I'm always worried. How can we afford a child and a new house? How can we afford a house, period?
Stream of consciousness thinking. I'm not quite awake yet. I should be by the time I walk the half hour to work. Probably leave here soon to do that.
After today... I can relax for a little bit. Clean the house. Make more boxes of "I don't want these things". Life will be good. I like getting rid of clutter. Which is what is all over the house.
